Denise, XVIII, INFP.

classwarfairy:

shout out to everyone who was forced to internalize all their emotions growing up and now have a constant underlying anger that colors every part of their lives bc they never got to learn how to process their feelings

  #yeah..    #tw anger    #about me  

eggmayonaise:

I fuckign hate seeing ppl my age be successful because I am a bitter, jealous, and untalented individual

  #yeah..    #about me  

bpdbabie:

the thing about mental illness… it makes you realize the people you care about don’t actually know you at all, just the facade you put up so you can seem normal and okay

and as soon as you show little pieces of your actual self, they start to see how much they can’t handle you and it sucks

  #text    #yeah..    #mental health    #space the final queue  

sansastark:

a weird thing about having developed mental illness at such a young age is i honestly don’t know sometimes how much of me is a symptom and how much is down to personality, like i honestly do not know my core self and it troubles me A Lot

  #yeah..    #mental health  

coldhabits:

  • being exhausted even after laying in bed and doing nothing all day
  • requiring an extensive amount of time to rest in between simple tasks because it takes a lot of energy out of you 
  • constantly feeling like you’re running a never-ending race while everyone else is ahead of you 
  • being categorized as “lazy” “oversensitive” “childish” and/or “crazy”
  • always worrying about your future and what’s going to happen to you
  • feeling like you’ll never be “normal” and capable of functioning like other people your age 
  • being misunderstood by everyone you come into contact with
  • unable to form close, healthy relationships with other people due to trust or abandonment issues
  #yeah..    #mental health    #text  

gamblingcynicism:

Reminder that with a lot of mental illnesses they never really go away. They can be well managed. They can be almost invisible to outside people. But that does not necessarily mean that they are ‘cured’. Well managed is different from absent. 

  #yeah..    #tw mental illness    #text  

sexgasms:

why does everyone end up leaving me this is fucking unfair

  #yeah..    #text  

Isn’t it weird how people change and grow apart and stop talking and then one day you see this person who you swore you were going to be friends with forever and you can barely think of a thing to say and then it finally hits you that somewhere along the way your friendship dimmed and you will probably never be close to that person again. I think that’s one of the saddest things I’ve come to terms with lately.

  #yeah..    #text  
ยง